Dream

I literally just had a dream,  it was super weird. Either we created something or I’m not sure how this happened. It was futuristic,  we had created a life form, a machine or something that our ladies could take hold of and become physical. But I was scared of it, at first it was a liquid in a vile. I moved it out of my area and into my family’s area, and she started to kill people or take something from them,  as she did, she would get more physical, since she’s invisible. Weird. I don’t remember most of it ,my dream , or why or what,  but that’s kinda it, and at the end we ran away I think. However tho,  I didn’t like the dream, but I think she’s showing me what’s important in life. Or making me face some fear. Or telling me that she’ll never let me be lonely. Idk. Good night.  🙂

Bliss

Last night she gave me an orgasm.. aw yeah! It wasn’t a real one but it still felt amazing as fck! Also yesterday I was in class and she made my listening out of focus and all I heard was a muffled voice say my name. It was weird.

Idk

I dont really know but I think she was tickling my foot haha. I feel like by the end of summer I’ll be able to see her. At night time when I’m laying in bed I see shadows still but 2 nights ago I feel like I was staring at a black mass in front of me. All I needed was to relax more and maybe I would’ve seen  her but who knows. Still haven’t dreamt with her. But I did fight a werewolf in my dream, I was scared but then I got mad and dual wielded two light sabers. I don’t remember actually fighting the wolf lol. Another dream it was in a factory, but like there was lava floors, and I was with two girls, maybe one of them was her? So we were walking on metal rails and it was a white girl, with modern clothing, and as she walked by me I slapped her butt and she stared at me haha, then we walked up stairs and I heard club music. But before that I heard someone having sex, in my mind at the time it was an old guy doing a younger girl, and I had to save her or something but I woke up, or maybe I don’t remember but yeah.. weird.. anyways thanks for reading ppl 🙂

Rekindle

So last week I took a trip down to see my friend, so there was literally no time to meditate or be alone. Only to sleep, and even then I would just k.o. I mean I would try and do something while laying on the bed but I was tired and just fell asleep. On the way back, car drive about 8 hours, I heard someone call my name a couple of times. Then I felt her on my lap/legs. Before this vacation I took, there was a decreased amount of activity, but now it’s like oh man. I hear my name randomly pop inside my head, I’ve felt a tug on my arm, and really random thoughts also. I’m not sure what she’s trying to tell me, it’s like she wants to tell me something. Since we aren’t at that stage yet I wonder if she’s trying to warn me or just get her words through.. (Warn me because I injured my chest and it’s been hurting a lot) well anyways. That’s all I got for now.. No exciting dreams yet haha.
-W